Friday, 27 December 2013

Shot.: 3 Lonely year End!!!

Hi all,
 
The year 2013...phew.....The worst year I have ever had.
All my thoughts were totally open when this year started. I had planned out nothing seriously last year but that cost me a hell a lot. As usual,  I realise everything when it ends.
 
Entering into the new year i have a lot of questions to ask myself.
 
  • Am I going to write the same thing at the end of next year.
  • Will I be married at the end of next year
  • Will I be a matured man by the end of next year
  • Will I be efficient enough to run a family
  • Will there be a change in my life asa Vidhya comes
  • Will I still be working in the same Company
  • Will I be working ;)
There are million more questions I'm asking myself every second since last week.
 
There has been a lot of loneliness in my life for the past 2 weeks. I don't seem to talk much during this time. Asa idle mind, started doing all unwanted stuffs...Thinking of all unwanted stuffs. The work part has a less pressure. But personally I feel I'm in middle of a battle field having hell-a-lot of problems withing myself.
 
I always hope to think positive during this time interval. I always fail to do that.
I'm bot clear. My mind is not clear. My thoughts are in clear.
 
I've planned out few things for the next year. Hope these plans come out successfully.
 
Hope 2014 bring happiness and at least a bit of success to my life.
 
Happys Endings :):):)
 
cheers,
ram