Shot.: 3 Lonely year End!!!

Hi all,

 

The year 2013...phew.....The worst year I have ever had.

All my thoughts were totally open when this year started. I had planned out nothing seriously last year but that cost me a hell a lot. As usual,  I realise everything when it ends.

 

Entering into the new year i have a lot of questions to ask myself.

 

• Am I going to write the same thing at the end of next year.
• Will I be married at the end of next year
• Will I be a matured man by the end of next year
• Will I be efficient enough to run a family
• Will there be a change in my life asa Vidhya comes
• Will I still be working in the same Company
• Will I be working ;)

There are million more questions I'm asking myself every second since last week.

 

There has been a lot of loneliness in my life for the past 2 weeks. I don't seem to talk much during this time. Asa idle mind, started doing all unwanted stuffs...Thinking of all unwanted stuffs. The work part has a less pressure. But personally I feel I'm in middle of a battle field having hell-a-lot of problems withing myself.

 

I always hope to think positive during this time interval. I always fail to do that.

I'm bot clear. My mind is not clear. My thoughts are in clear.

 

I've planned out few things for the next year. Hope these plans come out successfully.

 

Hope 2014 bring happiness and at least a bit of success to my life.

 

Happys Endings :):):)

 

cheers,

ram

Shot.:1 The Frustration

Hi all,

                                         I'm feeling to write again. After such a long gap. The things I faced in the last one month, I've never faced so much till now. It all started with the exam we need to clear to be a part of the company I'm working in. I failed in it. That was actually acceptable pain for me. But if you were the only person to get failed, the that is frustrating.

                                       The second thing was very much bad. I never had any serious work since the day I joined. Due to some reasons everybody had become busy except me. So times went totally slow for the past  month. Those time were totally frustrating.

                                      The worst thing happened last week. I spent my weekend at Chennai and was returning back to Bangalore. That is when I heared that news. My closest relative my Chithappa (Father's brother) passed away.  Earlier that week I saw him in the hospital, I talked to him and spent some time with him. But on 13th August, he had a heart attack and he passed away. That news was a great shock to me and  my family.

                                           But Writer Sujatha and his novels always kept me calm and helped me a lot to come over every frustration I had this month. He always has been a great inspiration to me. So, I writing this blog, after coming through all the frustration I had last month, and will keep writing.

Cheers........

Shot:0 - The Pilot

Hi all.
Finally I've started to write .My close friend Karthick Sampath's blog(http://karthicksampath.blogspot.in/) is a big inspiration for me tostart this. Thanks Karthick!!!
 I had this in my mind since I came to know about blogging . I even started two blogs already. But never had that interest to write or Blog. But now I'm in a position where I need to talk/write. I am starting this Blog for some reasons
1. I'm feeling alone.
2. I miss my home town a lot.
3. I cannot speak everything to everybody around me here.

                              I'm at Bangalore, Karnataka. I'm here for my work. I work at Cognizant Technology Solutions, a leading IT company around the world. I got this job 6 months back.
                               A lot happened over last 1 year. I completed my Engineering in Mechanical last year April. Finished a course in NIIT Nungambakkam,where I came accross lots of friends. Then my Job @ Cognizant. Training at Arich Infotech, Kodambakkam. I met my LOVE there. I was posted in Bangalore at Manyata Tech  Park. Lots of fights with everyone. And finally I'm here to share something about what I feel and what I wanted to say.
                                I miss my home town Chennai a lot. I miss my amma appa also. All three of them were with me for the past 2 decades with me. Now I'm away from Chennai, the living here at Bangalore. This place does not have tamil speaking people, the freedom u will have in your home town, doesn't have my amma and appa, and so on. The only good thing about here are some GOOD friends and My Dear Gal......
                       
                                 As soon as came here I came to know about people better. We were totally 7 boys. We decided to stay in a flat for rent. Its always difficult for different people with different mindsets living together. The people who you thing you know better will react differently when u r staying under the same roof. I had to adjust to a lot of things. It was a bit difficult for me.



                                     So here I'm sharing a few things. This may not be interesting, but I got to do this. I ll keep doing it. Meet you in my next post. Bye guys!!!! Cheers!!!!